I’ve always thought of everyday as a kaleidoscope. It seems that every other moment, a change is taking place, and you’re looking at a new combination, a new something. You might think that you are living in the regularity of day to to day life, but the truth is, you are experiencing infinite diversities every second.
Nothing could prepare me for the newest combination I was about to experience.
6:30 am, Monday, December 28th…. I pop out of bed, which is actually my friend Ashley’s, comfy couch, also known as my second home in the amazing little town of Fernie, British Columbia. The night previous I received a call from Scott that there was a spot available on a snowcat up at Fernie Wilderness Adventures, and that for the first time in my life, I had the chance to go catboarding.
I packed my bags in Calgary and within a couple hours, I was on the road.
I met everyone at the FWA office in the morning, just off the highway in town, and then followed a mini convoy up to the lodge. A quick, but scenic, 25 minute drive later, we were there. Soon as I saw the snow cats, I got this ridiculous rush of excitement. That kid in a candy store type feeling.
While the sun was still fighting to rise, I was staring up at the dimly lit sky. I was looking for traces of clouds. I couldn’t see any. Just the odd patch here and there. I kept my fingers crossed for bluebird. Normally it doesn’t happen this early into the season, but still…. there was a glimmer of hope that the snow gods may have been smiling down on me.
14 of us packed into the snowcat, and our driver, Brian, gave us a quick lesson on properly loading in and out of the snowcat. I tower over any 4 year old, with my 5’2 (and a bit) “sprawling” frame and while most people could hop up with a step, it took me a little hop and a skip. I won’t lie, I was a little nervous about my first time catskiing. I’m not one to limit myself, but I don’t exactly have the biggest frame, and I was throwing myself into a scenario where most times, the snow would probably kick my butt if I was to fall. I looked around the cat at all the new faces while one of our guides, Andre, told us about FWA, the history, and where we were headed. Two kids. The youngest being a 9 year old girl. I couldn’t believe it. I mean, honestly… if she can do it, I can as well, right?
I completely forgot about all my worries as soon as we stepped out to get a lesson on our transceivers and some avi awareness. After rescuing a missing transceiver that andre buried, we were piled back into the snowcat and en route to our first descent.
I stepped out of the cat. The skies opened up revealing the brightest, bluest sky I have ever laid eyes on. The sun hit all of us in the face, and looking around, there was smiles. There was excitement. There was this unimaginable energy surrounding this group. I remember looking over at Scott and him saying something like “ how amazing is this? “.
Any expectation I had, was surpassed and blown away tenfold. There was complete awe, excitement, relief. Nature really needs to get more credit with all of the therapeutic benefits it offers. I had a million things consuming my mind, and all of the sudden, within seconds, everything was gone. My mind was clear.
I stared down at the mountain and felt like an ant stalking an unsupervised picnic. This was it. My first line of fresh powder. It was ALL mine. It wasn’t tracked out, I didn’t have to drool over it from the lift and keep my fingers crossed that no one would take it. I just couldn’t believe it. It had my name on it. 14 of us had a line with our name on it. Off I went. This initial feeling can only be compared to what it must feel like to fly. I pulled the nose up on my board, and started coasting. I barely had to do anything. Smooth turns….floating on this fresh dump of snow with a ripe, and wonderful layer of horror frost that echoed a hushing noise anytime you glided on it.
Ever been so excited that you ceased to have any normal thought process? Your mind is so blown that all you can do is say “ oh my god” over and over again? I was there. I couldn’t verbalize what I was thinking.
I looked back on all the lines that were just conquered by our group. Amazing.
Every cat ride, we all started talking more and more. The once quiet group was finding it hard to keep their stoke to themselves. Eventually we were all sharing the excitement, and laughing, and telling stories. You would never think we were strangers a few hours previous.
The day was going perfectly. I faced a few challenges, fell the odd time, but figured out a good technique to dig myself out of some compromising scnenarios when it was Kyla vs. snow.
Survivorman ain’t got nothin’ on me.
I learnt about how different it is to catski than riding standard powder at a resort. IT’s 100% different. Night and day. Catskiing you have this open, untouched terrain. The snow takes on a different consistency, and riding in a cat sure as hell beats riding up a cold chair to hit some tracked out tree lines. I refuse to become a powder snob, but already, in comparison to what I’ve been riding all my life, this truly made a new mark in my life as an inconceivable first. I was in mother natures playground and I never wanted to leave.
Lunch was provided by mugshots café, which Is an amazing bistro in town. I loved how they did the lunch break as well. It was all in a cooler. Veggies, cookies, sandwiches, chocolates, drinks, trail mix… and if you were hungry, you just went into the cooler. It was a nice casual way to have a lunch break instead of all breaking at the same time to hunker down for a group meal. We were all focused on the same thing that day. Fresh pow, and taking a lunch break was probably one of the last things on our minds. We snacked in between cat rides and seemed to do a top notch job of keeping the energy levels super high.
There was a few lines that I got to take first behind one of the other photographers, Colleen. She was doing all the shots for the clients. I was kinda following her like a shadow so I could get some ideas for angles, and where the best places are to shoot and everything. Just in following her, I learnt a ton, and got some amazing photos throughout the day.
Dropping in before everyone else , and then watching people come down one by one was amazing. Just the look of concentration on their faces, looking for the perfect patch of snow to lay claim on.
When it was our last run, I was honestly sad. I truly didn’t want this day to end. Here I am, completely surrounded by these vast formations of rock that are covered in snow… and all I have to do is enjoy it… take advantage of it. I pushed myself to new limits on this day, learning that speed is, infact, my FRIEND when I’m catboarding, and to avoid tree wells, and try something new because even if I fall, I’m landing in natures down fill blanket.
I didn’t get hurt once, and I’m pretty sure I busted out an unintential wildcat on the flat, of all parts, but it still didn’t hurt. The group watched on as I popped right back up and I couldn’t stop laughing, and everyone just clapped. I’m sure that people have faced some interesting obstacles when they are in the back country, but not even for a second was I frustrated or mad. It was a solid group moving at a good pace, and no one ever felt rushed. The company was amazing, the experience is undefined… and can only fall into a rank that doesn’t even exist in my vocabulary. Mind numbing? Something like that.
(Me ripping it in the powder. Photo by Colleen)
The day ended with a slideshow and a warm bowl of soup, with wide eyes gleaming at the amazing shots that Colleen captured during the day.
What one has never experienced, one will never understand in print. This is something I’ve always believed.
Pack your board, pack your skis, get on a snow cat and find your perfect lines and make them your own. I could go on and on about how much I think you need to do this, but I think that if you’ve made it to the end of this article, then something has intrigued you to finish it.
You want Life to feel like the complete opposite of death, so flap your arms, feel the burn in your legs, get some serious face shots of fresh powder to wake up your mind. You won’t regret the decision to enjoy this slice of paradise. This weekend has changed my outlook on riding powder. Anyone can do this. You might be some 75 year old dude who just wanted to give it a shot, but the crazy part is that you’re going to feel the same excitement as the 9 year old kid beside you. Crank on the kaleidoscope, wake the senses you never knew you had and lay your eyes on a new fresh combination. Just get out there.


















Rider: Josh Williams, Photographer: Tim Engel
End of the day.
Sunrise over Lake Tahoe, by Josh Williams




